“But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.” – Umberto Eco

[INSERT FAIL]] – It is now feb second and I blogged a total of  *drumroll please* one time since the beginning of the year. *insert blogger fail here*

[[RANDOMNESS]] – Anyways, I just wanna say that my year is not off to a bad start and cuba was awesome. I had a great time, seen some beautiful sights, went scuba diving, horseback riding and laid by the ocean for days haha.

[[LIFE]] – Life is blah right now, days turn into a week and weeks turn into a month. I have been to the gym maybe once or twice since I have been back from cuba. I have been having horrible back issues for the past few days and it is pissing me off because I cannot go to the gym and keep up with what I want to. Things with my rents have been so so since we have gotten back and I am still just going through the phases in regards to that. Its like, okay, whatever, sure, yea.  I am still seeing more and more people for who they really are and not for who they portray themselves to be, it is rather sad but fuck it, it’s their life and they can live it as fake as they want. I really do not see the point in it, but to each their own.

[[SCHOOL]] -  My spring semester started on the 18th of Jan and I have been busy with school since then. One of my classes is an 8 week class so it is going by a little to fast for me but here is the spring class line up

• Business Law
• Small business management and entrepreneurship
• Intro to health science
• Advanced imaging for the web

I am taking a light course load right now because I am focusing on work and business ventures a lot more than the past year or so. Plus sometime this year I should be relocating, somewhere ;) School is still important to me and I refuse to completely put it on the back burner because life might be getting in the way.

[[WORK]] - Speaking of work, I got a ton of things going on and I never feel like I have time in the day to finish the things that I start. I have put a lot of things (work related) on the back burner for a number of reasons but now its time to move them to the front with school. Saving up money by the end of the semester so I can move this summer would be awesome and is now a top priority. Time to sit down and figure out just how much (money) I need, what I am gonna need for my apartment and everything else that goes along with it, so wish me luck.

Anyway,  hope everyone is doing good, had a good winter break and having a good year in general.

Happy holidays and a happy new year. SO one week down, fifty one more to go.  I guess I cannot complain too much about my holidays, but I was playing scrooge and was glad that they have come to an end.  A closing of the year from hell and the start of what will hopefully be a better year. Not saying that 2009 was the worst ever, it had its upside along with its downside. I have changed a lot, not only who I am but the people I choose to associate with and the things that I do. I am still a long way off from the place I hope to be, but hey, no one ever said the road to self discovery was an easy one. So this year I am gonna put on my best hiking shoes and be ready for anything that comes my way, and I am gonna handle it with the grace of a woman and not the attitude of a child, which at times, I admit that is exactly how I act, like a freaking child.

I did not really make any new years resolutions because I am always a work in progress and I do not really need a new year to tell me that its time to set new goals. I got short term, medium and long term goals that I am working on all the time. It all has to do with me becoming a better person and becoming the person I want to be and accomplishing the things I wish to accomplish in life.  But there are also the other factors that come into play, such as becoming more active in the things I enjoy the most, such as working out, reading a book, being with my friends and family because as someone very near and dear to me *leo* (cough cough) has taught me the value of family and that no matter what you do they will always be there for you when no one else will be.

I leave for CUBA in 5 days and I am not sure how I feel about it, I am looking forward to getting away, but my phone wont work for crap out there ( that I know of) and its a little bittersweet. I need the time to clear my head and figure things out in my life (life, love, school), sure it’s not gonna take a day but it’s a start.  Aspen sucked ass so hopefully  cuba proves to be a lot better.

As for school, because I do not know what I am gonna be doing this semester (hopefully moving out) even if it’s in town but out of the rents house. I went ahead and registered for classes because you always need a back up plan, got to have something to fall back on. With the state budget cuts to the community colleges (well a lot of things in general) and the CSU system turning applicants away and the 32% tuition hikes from the UC system we are all pretty much screwed. Classes at my college have been cut and on top of that all the extra run off from the university classes filled up pretty fast, good think I had priority registration for being a continuing student.  I grabbed all the classes I can and added one more but I am wait listed at number 15.

I have been enjoying my month long break from school, but as much as I hate to admit it I have been slacking on the things that I wanted too. I have redesigned the hosting site and it is almost ready to go live. I have been working on the things that I have been wanting to work on for the past half year or so.  I also gotta blog more than I do haha. I know I slack but its all good ;)

Hope everyone had a great Christmas, or whatever it is you celebrate and a great new year……………

So its 7 pm on christmas eve and I am stuck at the denver airport waiting for a late departing plane with my mother, father, sister and franky. Boo. This has really really turned out to be the vacation from hell. I guess my heart was and is elsewhere this holiday season and I wish it was over with. I have yet to open presents, give presents or be around my family and I really don’t want to.  Yea I don’t know why I am such a scrooge this year but it is what it is.

Ight guess its time to board so I will finish this post a lil later.

So I have 2 finals down and 1 more to go tomorrow and I have to turn in my final project. Woohoooooooooooooo I will be glad to have a month off. My sister finished a week before me so she flew into town on monday and franky is flying in today (right now actually haha). Nice cozy “family” vacation to aspen for 5 days of bliss haha. I cannot wait to go snow boarding ;) yea im that cool haha. Imma be back to edit this post I just gotta finish up my final project right quick haha……… whats everyones holiday plans consist of?